rather lost

i am lazy. no one would really argue about that reality. but honestly, i'm not proud about my laziness. i want to be productive for a change. i want to surprise people. i want want them to find out that i'm actually good at something besides sleeping. but most importantly, i want to prove something to myself- that i can do better than this.

honestly, i know i can. i am capable of actually accomplishing something relevant.

i want to unlock my potentials. i want to move mountains. whatever that means.